Saturday, 9 October 2010
Safe in unknowing
Saturday, 2 October 2010
Waking Up from Waking Up
Saturday, 25 September 2010
This Horse
The Game
Monday, 6 September 2010
Day Job
To constantly reject everything but your own obvious freedom is the passion of the true nobody. What could be more compassionate and more loving than to burn all of the excuses you cling to and rob you of every limitation you hold dear?
Sunday, 5 September 2010
Pathless
Sunday, 4 July 2010
Sunday, 27 June 2010
Under-Stand
Standing no-where
As no-one
There is nothing to get
And no-where to go.
Who dares to boast Enlightenment?
Who would cleave the universe in two?
Ever-is
So, here we are. This is it, happening exactly as it happens. Nothing to be added to it and nothing that can be taken away. This happening is undeniable and obvious. It is so normal that is doesn’t require words to spell it out. Life speaks for itself.
This moment is total and all-inclusive; everything in the moment is the moment. Even the word moment gets in the way here – there simply IS: IS-ness happening.
Because this ever flowering IS-ness includes all that happens, there is nothing which can stand apart from it. What IS always IS, and in totality there can be no conflict. Even the idea that you are in conflict is simply what is happening. It IS.
So give up the life-sapping effort of trying to maintain the illusion that you are separate and relax into your simple IS-ness. Rest in totality.
How could you do anything else?
Sunday, 20 June 2010
The Cave-Dweller (The Café Dweller)
He was sunlit and silent but his eyes glared like moons. Seated in the auspicious place (his favourite café near the Place Saint-German Des Pres) in the pose of the Yogi (leaning back in his chair, legs idly crossed, one hand holding a cup of black coffee), his calm joy radiated out into the passers-by (he read the paper, laughed at a cartoon). His simple clothing hinted at the dress of a Pandit, a learned man who was of the world but not in the world (a white crumpled linen jacket that he bought years ago, an old shirt a friend had given to him, a pair of trousers scuffed at the hem, and a new pair of converse sneakers). Before him lay sacred manuscripts, holy objects which he studied serenely (the Review section of the Paper and Paul Austers’ latest novel). Devotees milled about him (the waiters were very busy it being a public holiday) and before too long the Self-realized One looked up from his ocean of Brahmanic bliss and slowly, ever so lightly, raising his hand, spoke the ultimate truth - "Excusez-moi! Un autre café s'il vous plait!”
Monday, 14 June 2010
Poem to the Sky-clad
Friday, 11 June 2010
Solidity Is Boundless Space
Spontaneous Miraculous!
Brain Storm
Saturday, 5 June 2010
You Are Happening To Yourself
So much of our experience of the world and ourselves is visual, so we’ll begin there. Look at an object, it can be anything; this word, the screen, your hand, a tree, anything you like. Ok, now just stop thinking for a moment and be interested in how it looks. Don’t add names, keep the mind quiet and just see. Easy.
What you are seeing is a fact. It is there. To argue is to think. Be dumb and see. What you are seeing is just there, it is self-evident, obvious. Beyond doubt.
Ok, now notice how the object is actually seen only in seeing.
You are seeing and the object is there in it. There is no division between your seeing and the object is there? No, the seeing is the object. We could say that the object is made out of seeing!
So look around and notice that everything you see is made from your own seeing. There can be nothing seen that is outside if your seeing. Everything you look at is made from the fabric of seeing.
This can be a powerful realisation. That wherever you go, all you’re ever seeing is made from your own seeing! The same seeing sees many different things, yet all things can only be made from your own seeing!
Now try to notice if there is any distance between you and the object. Is there a boundary or line between you and what you see?
No. The seen is just there. We may say the bottle is ‘over there’, but the bottle and the distance only exist as part of sight. And where does sight happen? Here – in Me.
How close is here? Well for me, when I look at any object it’s like there’s a wide space where I think my face is and everything fills that space. Anything I look at fills it. It doesn’t just fill it partially – but totally. I am this wide space which contains what is seen. This seeing, this hereness, happens so close to me, so intimately within me, that actually I cannot perceive any distance at all. I am the Here.
So there are two things to notice here; that everything you see is made from your own seeing and that therefore everything you see happens not ‘out there’, but only in your immediacy, right here, and this hereness is so close that you are already merged with it. You are this intimate hereness.
You are what you see because what you see is only your own seeing. It never takes place ‘out there’ for ‘distance’ also happens in seeing and all seeing only happens ‘here’ in the intimate immediacy of your experience.
There is no distance between you and seeing: you literally are what you see.
Now try this with other sensations. Try finding where sound happens, how close is sound to you? Is not sound only made of your own hearing? And doesn’t sound always happen ‘here’?
Are not your current sensations only made from your own feelings? And doesn’t your feelings always happen ‘here’, intimately?
Life is not something ‘out there’. It is so intimate, so close and so full. This is what we miss. We put concepts between this freely given intimacy and the obvious fact of fullness. It’s the labels and words which seem to split things apart.
So what are you amongst all this fullness? Well, you are so full that you are merged with all things, all experiences and sensations. You are merged with every thought and perception. It’s all you. Why? Because there is no boundary between your perceptions and yourself. It all happens Here. Intimately.
You are ALL things. No gaps can be found. Life floods in. No ‘you’ to stop it. Even the idea of ‘You’ has flooded in without your choice; it too is only your own awareness.
Your whole life you have thought that you were separate from the world. In fact you missed how close the world was to you, that it only happens within you. Your room, your body and sensations, your friends and family, the ocean, the Himalayas, the Sun, Moon and Cosmos are all made from you. You are all of these things.
See it all as yourself. Claim your birthright. Even your doubts are just one more flavour of yourself. Just to make life a bit more interesting!
There is absolutely nothing to get rid off or avoid. Just see how everything is already caressing you tenderly whispering your name. When this is realised, then all that falls away is the strong conviction that you were ever a limited separate being, and then this realisation bears its own fruit both in understanding and action.
You are all and all is you. This is not a cliché, this is fact. See it.
Forget emptiness and non-self: See how vast and full you are in each moment.
You are happening to yourself.
Stay with this quiet and obvious fullness.
Sunday, 23 May 2010
Ah! Not So Enlightened Any more!
Friday, 21 May 2010
Sunday, 16 May 2010
Bad News: It's Nothing Special
Saturday, 15 May 2010
You're So Ordinary!
Tuesday, 11 May 2010
Sunday, 9 May 2010
Thisisms
Concept-Consciousness
Tuesday, 4 May 2010
Saturday, 1 May 2010
Feast
You Are Un-likeable!
Do It Yourself
Friday, 23 April 2010
Always the Observer Never the Observed
Can we state what we are (because surely we must know!) without it being something which is itself observed? Can we define ourselves without observing our definition?
Thursday, 15 April 2010
Missing the Obvious
You're not...
You're looking at the screen....
Sunday, 11 April 2010
The Cats Conversation
It’s a beautiful summer’s day in an English garden. Birds hop in the shining grass, blue-grey pigeons coo in the branches of an apple tree, bees and wasps hum about the flowers and bushes. A man sits on a chair reading his newspaper and enjoying the weather. Just then, a slim black cat slides into the garden and settles down effortlessly in the heat of the sun.
Cat: Reading? What’s reading?
Man: Well, it’s a human activity. I’m reading words which are basically symbols representing ideas. These words are placed in sentences to communicate thoughts or information.
Cat: Ah, I see. But where did these words come from?
Man: Well, erm… we… I mean… people… made them up. We… invented them….really.
Cat: Invented them!
Man: Yes…. because we’re more intelligent than other animals... (ahem, like cats…)
Cat: So you make up words with meanings and then you spend you time reading these invented words to give you information?
Man: Yes. Our whole education and culture is really based on words…and numbers of course…
Cat: Numbers?
Man: Yes, numbers. 1-10 etc., something cats wouldn’t know anything about.
Cat: And where did numbers come from?
Man: Well, we invented them too! As a mark of our intelligence we’ve invented words and numbers. We can communicate meaning to each other with words and measure things with numbers.
Cat: But you said you invented words and numbers.
Man: Yes, and we’re very glad we did thank you very much. Do cats have a Shakespeare? Have any felines ever been to the Moon? I think not.
Cat: We don’t need to. We’re quite happy sunbathing and chasing bird’s thanks. So, if your whole culture is built upon words and numbers which you say you yourselves have invented…then how do you know they really apply to reality?
Man: Ha! A cat talking to me about reality! We made these words….these numbers….these names and ideas….to understand the world…we need to understand you see! – That’s the whole point!!!
Cat: If you say so. What exactly is there to understand?
Man: Life! You poor little cat-brain! The reason why we’re here! Why we have to die! Why there is suffering! What it all means!
Cat: Ok. And have these words and names given you the answer yet? In the time since you invented them, have you humans come to any solutions?
Man: Well….not a definite solution….Everyone has their own ideas of what the best solution is…wars have been fought and millions murdered over what the right answer should be.
Cat: So the problem hasn’t been solved yet?
Man: Not yet…
Cat: Maybe it won’t ever be. It seems to me that you humans have invented arbitrary symbols which you believe to be absolutely true. You sit there reading scribbles which only apply to you – to humans – because you have invented them for yourselves in order to understand yourselves! You’re all living in a bubble of your own making!
Man: Ah but! -
Cat: But what if all your names and words and numbers don’t really apply to reality? Because as far as I can tell there’s only really this…..right now….it doesn’t need a squiggle a symbol or a number. It doesn’t need to be interpreted. It just is what it is. Simple! Probably too simple for your signs and symbols! This garden doesn’t have a name or number. It doesn’t need to be understood. It’s just here isn’t it? Don’t you see that?
Man: Oh I see alright!!! You would like to us abandon our words, our education our culture our politics, sciences and religions and just lay about in the sun all day like a lazy simple-minded cat!!! That would be the end of civilization as we know it!
Cat: I’m just suggesting seeing things the way they are for a change without adding anything to them. This garden doesn’t need an education or culture or politics, it just is. We cats don’t need anything like that either. I just am. Plain and simple! I’m part of nature – in fact I am nature! Keep your so called civilisation if it means so much to you, but just see what happens if you see things as they are, not as you think they are…
Man: It is what it is! Plain and simple! What utter nonsense!!!
Cat: I think talking to a cat is utter nonsense…
At this the man rustled his paper noisily, huffed angrily and pretended to read. The cat watched a bumble-bee float past, yawned and rested its head in the sun.
Saturday, 10 April 2010
Thursday, 8 April 2010
This is Empty
It’s not that there is a you perceiving these words but rather that perception is perceiving itself. All perception is only ever awareness which is itself empty both in-itself and as apparent forms. Therefore, ultimately, emptiness is perceiving itself.
Tuesday, 6 April 2010
Monday, 5 April 2010
Transparent Walls
Sunday, 4 April 2010
Can you?
Can you simply be in this moment without adding anything to it?
Can you stop and rest in this without labelling and naming it, without thinking about it?
Can you see your obviousness?
Can you?
Clothed with Nakedness
Awareness is the material from which each perception is made.
Its creativity allows it to be tailored into any and every experience.
Yet – and here’s the confusing part – this so-called cloth just doesn’t exist...
Dew
Perception
It is perception itself which is ‘enlightened’ for without the light of perception there is only darkness, the unknown. I don’t mean a particular perception and I don’t mean my perception; Just naked perception – free and as-is.
Perception is always WHOLE.
Scrub it clean
Scrub any object, label or experience with earnest investigation and you’ll find yourself looking back into your own freeing emptiness.
See-through
There are no objective appearances.
There is no objectivity.
Only Awareness-Awarenessing.
This is your inherent and obvious freedom.
Thursday, 1 April 2010
Friday, 26 March 2010
Tuesday, 23 March 2010
Joke
Thursday, 18 March 2010
Reality
The answer you’re looking for is not contained within the Mind. It is not contained in Knowledge. Mind cannot understand reality for the Mind can only produce concepts and ideas which it then takes as an authentic self-existing reality.
Monday, 15 March 2010
www.beingordinary.org
Friday, 12 March 2010
Understanding must also fall away
Saturday, 6 March 2010
Seeing Oneness
Seeing the obvious - being the obvious
You can’t get Enlightened twice
Wednesday, 24 February 2010
You cannot become what you already are
There is only recognition
To reverse this order:
What we call perceptions have the inherent quality of knowing or awareness (e.g. We know that we perceive). Perceptions make up our experiences. What we call the world is made up from a lifetime of experiences.
Therefore to recognise that the world is ultimately only awareness and that awareness is none other than the world is to see the non-duality of reality.
Ultimately there is only recognition.
To recognise this is freedom.
Tuesday, 23 February 2010
No distinctions, only being.
The 'out there' is also only a label for what is; a learnt distinction. There is only this raw nameless perception which is simultaneously a know perception. Perception has the character of knowing or awareness. We may say 'I perceive' but really, there is only perception which is itself aware - an action which has no actor (try looking for the so-called person who claims awareness).
If we really see the ordinary directly - as it is - we will discover that actually it belongs to no-body and that therefore no-one can become attached to it. This world of ours is a floating one, without an anchor or base. Just awareness or being bubbling up into apparent forms before fading back into nothing.
But this is of course not something that the mind is interested in hearing.
Failure
Any description of this points in the opposite direction. Words like emptiness or fullness, being, awareness or no-self, become objects for the hungry mind to hunt down and capture so that it can 'know' the truth, possess the truth.
It fails to recognise that those very labels are themselves only ever sounds and images appearing in the vast suchness to which they attempt to point.
And look, here I am leading you astray again..
Wednesday, 17 February 2010
Home
My walls have fallen down,
Flowers and weeds overrun my garden,
Animals roam where they please.
But I'm past committing to repairs.
Jobless and free,
I let nature be my care-taker.
Tuesday, 9 February 2010
Saturday, 6 February 2010
Sunday, 31 January 2010
Can you stop THIS?
Well let's see.
I stop thinking and see, quite plainly, very obviously, that these things are just happening. They are facts. The room is here, the music plays, sensations happen. It's all just happening. The fact of it is effortless. It is very fresh and beautiful actually. Very simple.
Yet the mind does not have time for this silent simplicity and quickly buries the fact of this effortlessness with thoughts and opinions, imaginations or memories. The mind ignores the simple fact that everything is just here, easily, without requiring thinking to interpret any of it.
Right now, without thinking about it the sun is quickly setting, clouds move across the sky, I feel a sensation of tiredness in my eyes, I hear the dull and distant movements of my house-mates. This all just happens, regardless of whether or not I'm thinking about it.
Without thinking about it things are just as they are. Ordinary and simple. These are our only facts, the Mind is only ever interpretation and opinion.
Can you see this fact without the Mind's distraction?
Try it. Suspend thought. Just see. See the ordinary as it is, without names and labels. See its there-ness, its being, its fact.
See the quiet stillness of things.
Friday, 29 January 2010
Sign above the entrance to the Universe:
- Everything is Awareness -
(although appearances may vary)
Tuesday, 26 January 2010
Open Essay II
Let us ask ourselves a question:
What is the one thing in this moment can you be certain about? What is there in this moment that is real and actual beyond all doubt or criticism? Is there anything available now which presents itself beyond all supposition or belief?
If we are totally honest and clear with ourselves we may see that the only certainty we have in this moment is that - in the most simple terms - ‘something’ is happening.
It might be a sensation like hunger or a tingling in the face or fingers, the sunlight coming through the window, a birds shriek, an itch, numbness or warmth, but before we even begin naming and describing, the only fact we can be certain about is that ‘something’ is happening.
Now all you have to do is discover just what that ‘something’ is.
Sunday, 24 January 2010
The Value of Dust
even the loudest thoughts are mute,
The most solid sensations
appear as mists.
All of this dust,
is really
Gold.
Friday, 15 January 2010
Ceci n'est pas une pipe
Sunday, 10 January 2010
Open Essay I
Without the habitual translation of experience into thoughts, memories, comparisons etc, there is no 'World' and without a world there is no 'Me' and no 'You'. There is just what is. It has not changed, but it is not weighed down and buried beneath a life-time of labels and attachments. Without belief in labels, things come to life as life itself.
The borders, boundaries and limitations such as 'out there is the world' or 'this is a bad feeling' or 'this is a chair' or 'I am inside this body' all fall away when the inadequacy of labels are seen through. The imagined separation between ourselves and the universe then ceases to be, and the mind-altering revelation occurs that up until now we have been experiencing life through the narrow and energy sapping lens of mental concepts. Most of our experience is channelled into thought and the energy of these thoughts have distracted us from the raw simplicity of life which - if we look at it directly - we find as spontaneous, free, formless, intangible and boundless.
Indeed once this is seen, the world in which we live seems dream-like, incredibly fragile and transient, yet heart-wrenchingly beautiful and profound. We may still refer to ourselves as an individual, but the belief in these concepts as realities falls away. Language and concepts are for our convenience only, not for leading us to reality. All language is therefore poetry and poetry cannot tell us the truth, but only, beautifully, point towards it.
Thinking continues but its authority has been exposed and it's hypnotic power is weakened. We may use it to read a map or talk about our day, but we will not use it existentially to search for reality, God or Truth. Even if we do it will be with a clearly marked caveat: Life itself does not require a name.
Ultimately, even the thinking mind and belief in concepts and labels are but facets of the intelligence of life. They are not to be forcibly removed or denied or even surrendered to, because when seen clearly we find that the some-one who would repress, silence or deny the mind is itself just another thought. We do not have to get rid of a 'Me' or stop our thoughts. We just need to look directly at our experience to see that there never was a 'Me' and never will be.
The 'Me' is the ultimate label, the Queen of concepts, and yet it has no root, no core, no connection to reality. The 'Me' is but a dream, a thought which comes and goes. Once this keystone concept is seen as essentially invalid all thoughts pertaining to this imagined entity weaken, for we do not hold conversations with ghosts and we do not continue to wait up for Santa Claus after we discover him to be unreal.
All that remains is this. But even this has a variety of concepts and labels associated with it such as flow, being, suchness, life, consciousness or awareness. These may give a flavour of reality, but are really only more refined pointers. This cannot be named and never has been, it is the slayer of words, the destroyer of unreality. Our entire lives we have been one-ness, yet our thoughts convinced us that we were separate. See these thoughts as the dreams they are, look at what is happening right now and try to see if there is any separation between you and the world, between your thoughts and the awareness of them.
There are no gaps in reality and these very words - although but a collection of dreams - are in fact none other than yourself; One-ness staring back at one-ness.
Thursday, 7 January 2010
Nameless Now.
All mental efforts evaporate into the air
Like morning mist in the face of the dazzling
Sunshine of simplicity.
Life
Friday, 1 January 2010
ephemeral nonsense
Perceptions, feelings, thoughts,
What dreams!
What wordless miasmas!
The wind loves to play
at catching itself.
Be a non-stick pan
Nor butter or lard,
Not tofu, sausages or noodles,
Not eggs or fish or bacon.
Nothing sweet or savoury,
Sour or bitter:
It is best to be
a non-stick pan.